So yes I am back writing this diary again. You’ll have to forgive me for abandoning it last year, I just had a lot of things happening and could only find very random times to update it. However this year I am aiming for one update a month. Starting with January… What a month… It’s… Continue reading January
I admit it, I have not written here for a while, it seems as though this diary/blog has fallen foul of the same fate as my other one in the fact that it rarely get’s updated. I did try to warn you though that this might happen when I returned to the UK. I am… Continue reading It’s oh so quiet
I’ve taken more and more to logging my mental state at times where I feel something significant (good or bad) has happened and yesterday was one of those days. It’s was a very weird and quite disturbing day. I woke up in the morning not in a great mood, having been woken up the night… Continue reading Being consumed by dark clouds
One of the many reasons I keep a diary is that I like to look over what I have written during the year because it reminds me of what I have done and why. 2015 was an interesting and testing year but there was definitely more good than bad so here we go… Travel &… Continue reading Yearly Recap – 2015
I get frustrated at times with the human race and more precisely at ‘men’ in general. I have often spoke of how I as a man do not treat every woman I see as a sexual object. Even as a bi-sexual man I don’t treat every man as a sexual object which in itself probably… Continue reading What about the women?
The more vigilant of you may of noticed the distinct lack of activity in this blog as of late, there is of course a very good reason for this. The reason is simple, life goes on and sometimes it does not warrant writing about. Life can have this routine that we follow and if your… Continue reading The lack of posts post
So I was having a spot of trouble in writing a piece for this blog. For some reason the tone was not sounding right and I could not find the right flow for the article. I’m sure this happens to even the best of writers but there was a hidden reason behind why it felt… Continue reading Are you coming out or what?
I probably should not write about this in public and maybe if I don’t mention any names I will get away with it. As you may of read in the last post I now reside in Bristol having taken a contract down here with a company that are working with the government. Now I am… Continue reading My current contract
Quite a few people who know me and read this are already aware of what is going on but this sort of thing requires documenting I think and so the rest of you have this to read. It’s usually around the time of my birthday I am planning a trip away, I was in fact… Continue reading Oxford To Bristol
Let me walk you through this totally theoretical situation. Let’s say for instance your a person that has in the past suffered from big bouts of depression and that the depression manifests itself in a voice that makes you paranoid and tells you your worthless, ugly, stupid and a bunch of other really ugly things.… Continue reading A “Theoretical” situation