You know that feeling that tells you if you are comfortable in any given situation or not? I suppose there are some people who don’t have that feeling that they are outside of their comfort zone, or they have never pushed it in that way. I don’t believe that it’s something abnormal to push yourself… Continue reading Are you comfortable?
I saw something very strange today, I went to the deYoung museum today in San Francisco and was thoroughly engrossed in the artwork there, some of which I liked and some I didn’t, thats art for you. Still during my time in the art gallery I came across something that made me quite sad. One lady… Continue reading Appreciating art through a lens
I have decided to explain to you what it’s like sometimes in my head. I used to think I have some sort of mental imbalance, whenever I have felt frustrated during my teenage years I have usually turned that frustration in on myself, this is why I said that frustration is one of the worst… Continue reading Dealing with frustration
First of all a slightly belated happy new year to you all, I hope you had a nice time over the Christmas period; I certainly did, now on with the post. Those of you who know me probably know that I enjoy travelling and ever since I have been out of my long term relationship… Continue reading 2013 – My year of adventure
So this is it, my final days in this city and in this country for a while. To all those people reading you should know I don’t say many bad things about London, I love the weather (yes I like rain) and mostly enjoy living/working here but it’s time to explore, I thought before I… Continue reading Farewell London, Hello World
I am never sure if I come across as confident or not, its not something I give a lot of thought to either but I can tell you that the majority of the time I don’t feel confident and sometimes I find this very frustrating. There is a part of my brain that finds it… Continue reading Feeling confident?
There is a common association with men not being ‘in touch’ with their feelings and being told not to cry, be a man etc etc. I have often found this a very odd thing to do a person, try to stop them feeling, try to alter their emotions to tell them that they shouldn’t cry… Continue reading Shedding tears
In a previous post I mentioned something that I am not proud of but have to own up to it. This is going to sound a bit like an alcoholics anonymous meeting but it feels like the only way; Hi my name is Chris and I cause myself harm. Whenever you mention self harm to… Continue reading I’m only hurting myself
So I mentioned in a previous post that I was attending counselling sessions to help my mind work a few things out, one subject that has come up time and time again during these sessions is the bullying I went through at school. I never really realised just how much being on the receiving end of… Continue reading Beating the bullies
Yeah I don’t really do Christmas. I see the hassle that people put themselves through figuring out presents and I want them just to relax. For me I would rather spend that time in the company of some people I enjoy the company of. This could mean friends or family but more likely for me… Continue reading Bah, humbug