Let me walk you through this totally theoretical situation. Let’s say for instance your a person that has in the past suffered from big bouts of depression and that the depression manifests itself in a voice that makes you paranoid and tells you your worthless, ugly, stupid and a bunch of other really ugly things.… Continue reading A “Theoretical” situation
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A visit from an unwanted friend
Okay yes I promised you tales of Lisbon and what not but life does not always go according to plan, I actually have something that I think is more important to talk about. You may of seen throughout this blog that I sometimes acknowledge just how far I have come and I know that at… Continue reading A visit from an unwanted friend
Why I write
Why would anyone want to open themselves to the entire world or the internets as it is more commonly known. Let’s start at the beginning. I started writing a diary a long time ago, I have kept one since I was about fifteen and it was for me an outlet that I didn’t realise I… Continue reading Why I write
Inside a depressive head
I say that I am happy with my own company and this is true like 80% of the time but I have lately wanted to see a familiar face and just be with them for a while. I know I took this trip on alone and I never for one moment thought I would meet… Continue reading Inside a depressive head
My last job, a breakdown
I wanted to get down at some point on this trip what I think went wrong with my at least my last permanent positions and how I have begun to feel about it. The last two permanent jobs I have had have been quite destructive at times for me, mostly because I get so involved… Continue reading My last job, a breakdown
I’m only hurting myself
In a previous post I mentioned something that I am not proud of but have to own up to it. This is going to sound a bit like an alcoholics anonymous meeting but it feels like the only way; Hi my name is Chris and I cause myself harm. Whenever you mention self harm to… Continue reading I’m only hurting myself
Admitting you need help
After thinking about it for years I decided to take matters into my own hands for my mental health and I am using this blog a little to actually go totally and utterly public about it. Those of you who know me may or not be a little shocked to know that I have been… Continue reading Admitting you need help