I have come away from where I am staying to write this. As I have mentioned before if the internet is there sometimes it can be a distraction and when I don’t want to be distracted by people or even by my brain wanting to do stuff on the internet I need to not only… Continue reading Shouting from a mountain top
I have been quite reflective over the last few days as Mardi Gras has faded and I was preparing to leave New Orleans. I know that I have been thinking just how far away I am from finishing this journey but how much I have seen and done so far. During this reflective moment I… Continue reading Reflection
As part of this trip I am trying to attack certain things and somethings which I think I am not very good at. I will come out with it and say I have no idea in general if someone is interested in me or not. During the relationships that I have had there has always… Continue reading Interested in me?
You know that feeling that tells you if you are comfortable in any given situation or not? I suppose there are some people who don’t have that feeling that they are outside of their comfort zone, or they have never pushed it in that way. I don’t believe that it’s something abnormal to push yourself… Continue reading Are you comfortable?
I have decided to explain to you what it’s like sometimes in my head. I used to think I have some sort of mental imbalance, whenever I have felt frustrated during my teenage years I have usually turned that frustration in on myself, this is why I said that frustration is one of the worst… Continue reading Dealing with frustration
I am never sure if I come across as confident or not, its not something I give a lot of thought to either but I can tell you that the majority of the time I don’t feel confident and sometimes I find this very frustrating. There is a part of my brain that finds it… Continue reading Feeling confident?
In a previous post I mentioned something that I am not proud of but have to own up to it. This is going to sound a bit like an alcoholics anonymous meeting but it feels like the only way; Hi my name is Chris and I cause myself harm. Whenever you mention self harm to… Continue reading I’m only hurting myself
After thinking about it for years I decided to take matters into my own hands for my mental health and I am using this blog a little to actually go totally and utterly public about it. Those of you who know me may or not be a little shocked to know that I have been… Continue reading Admitting you need help